Archive for October, 2003

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

Oct 29 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Okay, okay, yes, I forgot to update yesterday. Sorry. ‘Twas in a strange haze at work, like somebody had cast a hex on me. My mind was fogged up.

Here’s what I’d intended to post yesterday:

I distrust technology predictions. But I’m going to make one.

How long does it take a really major technological change to occur? I’m talking about changes on the scale of the transition from mainframes to PCs, or the ubiquity of Microsoft, or truly “household” acceptance of the web.

It took years. Lest we forget: Microsoft was around for a long time before it became such a dominant part of the technological landscape. The web was around for, what five to ten years before you could reliably recommend a cool new website to a random acquaintance without getting a blank stare.

So, what about the Macintosh? The Mac was in trouble ten years ago. It began the turnaround five years ago with the introduction of the iMac, continuing through the the iPod and OS X.

Here’s my prediction: The Mac is going to gain ground on the PC, and it will start in the next year or two. With the modernization of MacOS in OS X, users are seeing an OS that they’re willing to play around with on the desktop. There’s enough eye candy to intrigue and entice people. There’s a lot of excitement about Macintosh these days, which is not something people had been accusing the Mac of in years past. Heck, the main technology reporter for the Wall Street Journal wrote a full column yesterday recommending the Macintosh over the PC, almost unequivocably.

Something’s going to happen.

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Monday, October 27, 2003

Oct 27 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Eh. I wrote a little entry about the Mac, but don’t feel like posting it yet. Now’s not the day.

Part of the problem is the rain outside. My world is drenched, rain pouring from the sky in amounts that would surprise Noah. And, of course, I have to be at work today.

But days like this were made for a steaming cup of tea, a good book, and a comfortable couch. I just can’t get enthusiastic about work. I should be home, curled up in a soft comforter and reading about the adventures of the Lensmen.

Speaking of which, I spent a good chunk of the weekend reading the first and most of the second books of the Lensman series (Triplanetary and First Lensman). They’re fabulous. This is where George Lucas got it from. Heck, this is where most of science fiction got its adventure from (frex, the Vorlons and Shadows of Babylon 5 have strong parallels to the two master races of the Lensman universe).

I had a good weekend; quiet, for the most part. I took care of my parents’ golden retriever while they were on vacation, but other than that, I continued my inner vacation.

I’m beginning to desire creativity and productivity. I want to do things now.

The question now is, what and how much?

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October 24, 2003

Oct 24 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

How much do I know of my limits?

I’ve been asking myself this question often over the past few days. Last weekend tired me so much that I’m doing practically nothing creative.

I realized that I don’t have a strong sense of how creative I can be, of how long I can sustain a creative spell before tiring out. It seems to me that it’s rather silly of me to push myself to be creative when I don’t know what I’m capable of.

Of course, I can never know the precise answer to this. Creativity can’t be exactly measured. But I feel that I should have at least a rough idea of how much I can usually give before I tucker out.

So, I’m not pushing my creativity, and plan to continue this for the next week or two. I want to observe myself. I’m beginning to notice my rhythms now; times when I’m tired and times when I’m energized. I’m building a better idea of my most productive and least productive times.

This strikes me as a good thing. It’s time to listen to the whispers of my heart.

What is it about the internet that causes so many people to make fools of them

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003

Oct 22 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

[Kill Bill]

So. I saw Kill Bill on Saturday.

I really enjoyed it, though it’s certainly not for everyone. It’s hyper-violent in a way that parodies violent films. It’s a hyper-violent kung fu film that actually has the budget to pull off the hyperviolence that this sort of film usually doesn’t have the money to portray.

It’s basically a set of fight sequences, strung together with a clouded backstory of revenge. It’s a very cool series of fight sequences, too, since they were choreographed by Yuen Wu-Ping, the legend of kung fu fight sequence choreography. There’s a fabulous energy to the fights, but thanks to Wu-Ping‘s and Tarantino’s use of film, it’s all perfectly comprehensible.

Uma Thurman is fantastic. Heck, everybody is fantastic. Nobody pulls the film down.

That said, the film tends to drag a bit. As I stood in the theater lobby afterwards talking to a friend, I commented that this felt like an hour-and-a-half film told in two hours and twenty minutes. There’s lots of unnecessary backstory in there, including the anime sequence.

Oh yes…there’s an anime sequence. It’s beautiful in a hyper-violent, ridiculously bloody and disturbing way. But it’s essentially a story of one villain’s childhood. I didn’t care. It was interesting, but it was extra information that didn’t push the film along at all. If it had involved the protagonist, that might’ve been interesting. Instead, it pretty much established the following facts: she had a sucky, violent childhood. Um. Okay. It felt like fanfic.

On the other hand, it’s beautiful fanfic, and all of the film is over-the-top and rather pointless. It’s a revenge fantasy, after all. The plot is very much secondary to watching Uma Thurman take out eighty sword-wielding bad guys who wear Kato masks.

In other news…new poll. And I’ve been tweaking the layout of these pages a bit, mainly for variety. What do you think?

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October 21, 2003

Oct 21 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Last weekend has knocked me for a loop; I kept away from small group last night and rested. Which meant watching a lot of good anime.

[His and Hers Circumstances]

Particularly, His and Hers Cirumstances, which remains one of my favorite anime series of all time. It’s a beautiful portrait of two high-schoolers dealing with life and love. Which sounds trite, but this is perhaps the least trite series I’ve ever seen. This is real, without settling for that fake “real” which means “as dysfunctional as possible.” These two have a strong, close relationship, complete with moments of awful insecurities and bliss. Which strikes me as being very like real relationships.

I’m nearing the end of the series, which is rather heartbreaking. I feel strongly for these characters. I don’t want our time together to end.

Perhaps you’re rolling your eyes at this. C’mon, Brent; it’s just a cartoon. But this is what animation can be. We all want these moving pictures to touch us on some deep level, don’t we? His and Hers has succeeded. And, as in life, parting is painful.

I’ve also watched the first four episodes of Angelic Layer, which is a classic CLAMP show: innocent without naivete, exciting without being extreme, cute without being saccharine, and heartwarming without being (too) trite.

Full update later today. Meanwhile, check out the pictures of the pretty horses I took a week and a half ago.

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October 20, 2003

Oct 20 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Okay, I just checked my headlines, and came across this bit of hilarity. Dave Fester, Microsof’t Windows Digital Media Division General Manager, says:

Unless Apple decides to make radical changes to their service model, a Windows-based version of iTunes will still remain a closed system, where iPod owners cannot access content from other services. Additionally, users of iTunes are limited to music from Apple’s Music Store. As I mentioned earlier, this is a drawback for Windows users, who expect choice in music services, choice in devices, and choice in music from a wide-variety of music services to burn to a CD or put on a portable device. Lastly, if you use Apple’s music store along with iTunes, you don’t have the ability of using the over 40 different Windows Media-compatible portable music devices. When I’m paying for music, I want to know that I have choices today and in the future.

This is from Microsoft. (Emphasis mine.)

He’s right that Apple has a pretty exclusive grip on this. But, to quote The Register, “…perhaps Mac owners are collectively suffering from Stockholm Syndrome, because under the jackboot of this proprietary computer systems company, they don’t look such an unhappy lot.”

The Big Weekend is over, and it went surprisingly well. I did manage to complete everything I expected to. I won’t list everything, but Saturday saw the completion of a steak-and-mushroom pie that would be excellent if I’d remember to defrost the steak. And the microwave never quite defrosts thoroughly; the inside is still steel while the outside is turning into mud. But I made it, and even though the beef’s tough, it’s tasty.

AWANA was fun but busy. We were under-staffed; three adults instead of five, and the head adult was one of the missing. I was filling in for him, but we still had to rush intently to do it all. And some kids still complained because they couldn’t do seven sections while we were trying to make sure everyone at least got a chance to do one. But hey, they’re kids. They’re immature by definition.

I spent a lovely Sunday afternoon with my parents, sitting on a white deck surrounded by waving trees and flowers, letting the breeze bustle past me me as I cupped a mug of hot tea and listened to the soft tinkle of wind chimes. It was heaven.

Ah! I also saw Kill Bill on Saturday, which was very entertaining, as well as the first half of Akira Kurosawa’s The Seven Samurai. I’m afraid I don’t have time for full reviews now.

Now, I must get back to work.

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Friday, October 17, 2003

Oct 17 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Behold! The script and storyboard for matrix experiments lain are now online! Witness my cheesy drawing sk1llz.

I’m tired, and I have a long weekend ahead of me, so I’m a bit dispirited. Saturday: Baking (in preparation for the week; I need to make something heavy-duty so I have leftovers over the course of the week; otherwise I have even less time than usual), then out to see Kill Bill with a friend, then an evening with a lady friend watching Kurosawa’s The Seven Samurai (if I can find it). Sunday: Church, lunch with my parents, and AWANA. Yikes.

Moreover, the company I work for has just been acquired by Rockwell Collins, an electronics manufacturer. We should be able to stay pretty much together, but it’s still worrying. I’ll be updating my resume.

That’s all I can muster.

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Thursday, October 16, 2003

Oct 16 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

“Winter is an etching, spring a watercolor, summer an oil painting, and autumn a mosaic of them all. “
— Stanley Horowitz

Tuesday night, I finished the storyboard for my short anime parody. My, that’s a good feeling.

It’s the first step on the path of actually making real animations. It’s not going to happen unless I start somewhere. This seems as good a place to start as any.

The storyboard should appear on other-space.com shortly. Next, I need to find a good anime artist.

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Wednesday, October 15, 2003

Oct 15 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Corporate Ethics

This term seems like an oxymoron, especially these days. Enron, WorldCom, and the rest have simply shown us something we’ve really known for a long time: the corporate world suffers from a lack of ethics.

Some believe that corporations don’t need ethics. Business is impersonal, as it should be. Businesses are all about work, which produces a product or a service, and why do we need to shoe-horn ethics into that?

Because products are bought by customers, and services are used by people. All businesses are fundamentally about people. Robots don’t buy laundry detergent; people do. Software applications don’t get tax advice; people do. Corporations are responsible to their customers, their lifeblood.

What about shareholders? They’re secondary. It’s great to impress Wall Street, but they’re not the ones generating the revenue that the company uses to pay its rent and its employees. At least, not established companies; startups don’t have any or many customers, so aren’t subject to the exact same forces.

But ultimately, all companies have to be about revenue, because all the positive valuations in the world won’t bring in revenue — unless you begin to borrow based on those positive valuations, in which case you’re setting yourself up for failure (how will you pay off those debts if you have nothing but more debt with which to pay them?).

So. Companies deal with people. That means that companies are in a relationship with their customers. People expect certain things from relationships.

People expect honesty to the point of transparency. Honesty is a no-brainer, but people expect more than simply being as truthful as you can be given all your pressures. When people are in a good relationship, they expect the other person to be forthright about everything, to the point of volunteering information that might damage our reputations. If a friend screws up, you expect him to be upfront about it, not hide behind “market forces.”

People expect straightforwardness. That’s an awkward word, but I can’t think of anything better. It ties into the above point, too; when you’re honest, you don’t hide behind knots of formality and complexity. More than that, you look for ways to cut those knots. Who wants a friend who guards every word? People want the straight dope, as simply as possible.

People expct realistic results. You can’t hide behind words forever; what are you actually accomplishing? What impresses you more: Amazon.com’s latest acquisition, or the fact that it’s moved almost a million and a half copies of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix alone? People get fed up with that college roommate who always talked big but never did anything, and they get just as fed up with a company that plasters “Company Focused” on its website but takes six days to answer a simple e-mail.

And, as those wonderful IBM commercials point out, there is no magic genie that will make this easy. It’s tough. It’s complicated. It requires a lot of thought.

But it’s important.

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Tuesday, October 14, 2003

Oct 14 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Wow. Where to begin?

I spent Saturday at a horse race, and I wish I could upload the pictures. I’m still sorting through them, actually; I took about a hundred, and most are practically identical.

I had a good time at the race, though, with my parents. We didn’t bet on any of the horses, though my Mom revealed her ability to pick ‘em. Out of the five she picked, three won and another other came in second.

The storyboard for the short anime parody is almost done. If I do nothing else tonight, I’ll finish that storyboard. That’ll give me time to scan it tomorrow night and touch up a few of the frames, so that I can post it to the website on Saturday (I’ll be busy Thursday and Friday nights). Then I can begin approaching anime artists to draw the animations.

Brennen wrote, regarding his crockpot concoction:

I am sure you can buy prepared food this good, but it isn’t easy to find.

He’s right. While it does take time, the extra preparation involved in home cooking results in incredibly delicious food. And it’s not that hard.

I’ve been experimenting with pan-frying things like steaks, chicken breasts, and hamburger. The results taste great, and are pretty quick to make.

People are amazed at this, partly because I’m a single guy (which annoys me a bit at the stereotype), and partly because they claim that they can’t find the time. This latter is ameliorated in my case by my lack of a TV. I loaned it to a friend at work, now that I’m using the projector for DVDs and VHS tapes. I can’t imagine how I’d find time to watch TV if I had one, though.

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