Archive for December, 2003

Wednesday, December 31, 2003 — New Year’s Eve

Dec 31 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Eh. My half-cold gave me a good swift kick before leaving, so yesterday I was completely unable to do much of anything. Not even a journal entry.

I think I was subconsciously saving my energy for that evening, and the next step of the familial crisis. As seems to be common with such things, it didn’t go quite as expected. I think we resolved the issue, but I’m not sure. We’ll (hopefully) get confirmation today.

I went to a birthday party afterwards, for a friend of mine I met through the Redemption Club. He has four children, all boys; the oldest is 11. And they’re all technologically inclined. Their basement is a tech holding pen.

It was fun, though I ended up spending more time with the kids than I did with the adults. This was partly due to timing; when I got there, the only people there were kids and adults from the other side of the family who didn’t speak English very well, so I followed the kids into the basement for some Godzilla action. And once you’ve settled into one group in a party, it’s awfully hard to uproot yourself and insert yourself into another group. Especially when you know everyone in your group.

But I had a good time anyway. I guess I’m perverse like that.

Here’s the next bit of the VR story. It should kick into high gear with next week’s entry.

“What’s this file you want?” Thomas asked.

The avatar visibly relaxed — prematurely, to Thomas’ mind — and replied, “It’s a program I wrote; a simulation. It’s very important to me. I worked on it for years. But when I went in to work on it a few days ago, it was gone from my cube.”

“And you know who took it?”

“Not exactly. But I know it must’ve been one of my co-workers.”

Thomas shook his head. “You need a hacker, not a detective. It may not even be in the system by now.”

“No!” The avatar began agitated gesticulating. “I know it’s there. I heard somebody bragging about working on a new simulation, but I’m not sure who it was.”

Thomas didn’t like it. This didn’t sound right. And breaking into a corporate system meant risking jail time, which was very bad for business. Still. Ten thousand dollars.

“I’ll do it,” he said.

Please note, dear reader, that I have never suggested that Thomas wasn’t greedy.

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Monday, December 29, 2003

Dec 29 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

[Sonic Christmas]

I drove to my parents’ house Tuesday evening after work. I had planned to bake a ridiculously over-the-top cake on Christmas Eve, so we’d decided I’d get there the day before and be able to spend all day Christmas Eve there.

However, I was fighting off a cold by that point, so we decided to chill out instead. We watched Rush Hour, which we all enjoyed greatly, then I screened Once Upon a Time in China for my Mom, which she appreciated. Two good flicks there.

My sister and her family (husband and four children) came over during the evening on Christmas Eve. The kids were great; high-energy and high-maintenance, but pure and enjoyable. We opened each other’s presents, then they all went home.

Christmas Day was a low-key affair; my parents and I opened the rest of our presents, then we spent the rest of the day playing the board game Reminiscing, which is essentially Trivial Pursuit with historical questions.

On Friday, I felt well enough to attempt the cake. And, to my satisfaction, it turned out well: three layers of cinnamon and ginger spice cake, sandiwching a peppermint white chocolate mousse and a mini chocolate chip white chocolate mousse, smothered in decadent chocolate ganache and covered with dancing gingerbread men. It looke dimpressive, too. Unfortunately, my camera lost its battery charge and my parents were out of batteries, so I couldn’t take a picture.

On Saturday, I left my parents, did some errands, and returned to my apartment. It was a wreck; I’d left it in quite some disarray as my cold was building up and I couldn’t summon the energy to straighten up. So, I rolled up my sleeves and tucked in.

There’s something immensely satisfying about the act of putting something in order. That’s what I felt as I assembled lamps, put out several bags of garbage, tossed laundry into the washing machine, and vacuumed. It felt good.

It felt even better to pop open my laptop and write some more of Seeing Things Invisible. I didn’t even write much, and what I did write I’ll probably never use (the scene I finished just doesn’t further the story much, and I can reference it in other scenes without describing it directly). But I wrote something.

And now, energized, I’m ready to rock.

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Tuesday, December 23, 2003

Dec 23 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

First, for perhaps the first time, Tolkien gets more credit than he deserves, rather than less.

Spent last night curled up in bed, watching MST3K and anime.

The MST3K was The Hellcats, an incomprehensible film about wild 1960′s biker culture, impressively padded with shots of people riding bikes and tense confrontations that are resolved with feats of manliness and have no impact whatever on the plot.

Then came two episodes of Please Teacher!, an anime which every reviewer seems to describe the same. It’s a silly, horny teen comedy in which is embedded an amazingly strong romance. The protagonists stumble through an increasingly complicated relationship, doing their best to do the right thing by each other. Interspersed with “Oops, I grabbed the wrong person’s breast” scenarios. Oddly enough, it works.

[One artwork]

Then I tried two episodes of One, an anime OVA that I picked up fansubbed because it looked interesting. I can only assume it’s based on a dating sim; it has that classic “tons of cute girls all interested in the same mysterious guy” plot. The mysterious guy is even drawn half-shadowed a lot of the time, which is common in dating sims.

The plot of One is completely incomprehensible at this point, though I think that’s intentional. Apparently, a bunch of girls all knew one guy at various points in their lives, but their memory of him has been erased some time in the past year. He’s entering their lives again now, and they’re beginning to remember their histories with him.

Unfortunately, the director favored extremely lengthy shots in an apparent effort to make it more moody (and pad the anime); I shouted “Do something!” at the screen a few times. Worse, the animation is often inept; a character will shrink way too fast as she runs away from us, or a character’s hand will leap all over a violin as he plays it. Still, it’s an interesting little show.

In other news, I’m somewhat depressed. This is due mostly to an ongoing crisis with somebody close to me. I’m not directly involved, but it’s still a weight on my heart.

As a result, I’m not writing. I haven’t written a thing since Friday, despite my commitment to write 300 words a day. Well, no writing over the weekend was understandable, but nothing yesterday? This is bad.

On the other hand, what would I write?

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Monday, December 22, 2003

Dec 22 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

There’s something about the holidays that simply warps time and space. Everybody’s really busy, at a level beyond typicaly day-to-day busy-ness. This means that events are in flux; there are lots of concerts and plays to see, and regular weekly meetings are cancelled.

I had a good weekend. Saturday was spent shopping, mainly. I spent Sunday morning and early afternoon at a party my parents held, then drove straight to a nearby church to meet with some friends to talk about our writing projects. We had a good time and discussed our current writing problems, though it was a bit awkward to do so in the middle of a busy cafeteria, with people chatting and toddlers rushing by.

I’m back at work today, and will be here tomorrow as well. I’ll come back on Friday, and probably Saturday as well, since I’ll be taking off all day Wednesday. We’ll see.

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Friday, December 19, 2003

Dec 19 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Wednesday night was to be a free night. This was not altogether ideal; my wonderful art teacher cancelled due to a rather bad cold, with the knowledge that I won’t be seeing here again for several weeks (she’s going home for the holidays). She’s a good friend, and I’ll miss her.

But I knew I’d have the evening free. I planned to bake some cookies, write, and do a bit of reading. I’d even bought a few new books for the occasion: a complete collection of Douglas Adams’ The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy novels, and Joseph Heller’s Catch 22.

I batted a .333; after dinner, I cracked The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy compilation and didn’t stop until I reached page 275 (all the way through the original Hitchhiker novel and within thirty pages of the end of The Restaurant at the End of the Universe), at which point an alrm whimpered in the back of my mind that maybe bedtime was near. It was 11:00 p.m.

I half expected Hitchhiker to be a mind-blowing, brilliant novel. It wasn’t. Instead, it was a consistently funny, simply entertaining book. Which is exactly the kind of book I tend to gravitate towards these days.

But perhaps that style is remarkable in itself. It can be awfully hard to write a tale that’s simply fun. The temptation to become the next Hemingway sneaks in with alarming ease.

In other news: new poll. On the right.

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December 18, 2003

Dec 18 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

[tatu anime image]

Saalon is sadly mistaken. t.A.T.u. Paragate (however you capitalize it) will be a plotless, pointless anime with weird pseudo-sexualization but no overt sex. This, I foretell.

I still want to see it, though.

And, hey, Texhnolyze (the latest ABe/Ueda/Konaka project) and Kino’s Travels (by the director of lain) are coming out in a couple of months. Can’t wait.

Blast. Blast, blast, blast. The internet connection at work died intermittently yesterday, preventing me from posting to this journal.

So, here’s my response to the writing challenge (the 500-word monologue); feel free to post your own response.

And without further ado…

To one side of the avatar’s window appeared a dark green rectangle containing public-key encryption data. Thomas arched an eyebrow. This guy was either paranoid or part of something really big. Thomas enlarged the encryption window and touched the glowing “OK” button. It disappeared, as did the avatar’s window. A fraction of a second later, the avatar’s window re-appeared with a red border.

The avatar nodded in satisfaction. “I need you to access this system and find a particular file.” As he spoke, another window appeared next to his, containing connection data for another VR system. Thomas squinted at the text.

“It doesn’t even have a domain name?” he asked, incredulous. “Whoa. Is this a workplace? I don’t root around in places that can put me in jail.”

“But I reallly need you to find this file,” the avatar whined. “You don’t understand. This is important.”

“I’m sure it is,” Thomas replied. “Not interested. Bye.”

He motioned with his right hand to close the connection as the avatar blurted, “Ten thousand!”

Thomas paused. “What?”

The avatar fidgeted. “I’ll pay you ten thousand dollars.”

Thomas was many things. He was addicted to the seductive immersion of VR. He tended to overeat. He was very smart. And he was very, very curious. These qualities combined to make him one of the best VR detectives in the business. And right now, this potential client held Thomas’ curiosity.

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Tuesday, December 16, 2003

Dec 16 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

Well, I’m back.

I had an amusing weekend. On Saturday morning I swapped my truck for my parents’ SUV and drove about five and a half hours to Saalon‘s, where we spent the weekend hanging out. Lumix joined us to watch some anime (Interstella 5555 and Whisper of the Heart). I had a great time, as usual, just chatting with Saalon about everything from film to our current projects to the nature of the Gundam franchise.

We woke up Sunday morning to four inches of snow and a heavy snow fall blanketing the hills to the horizon. I e-mailed work, warning them that I may not be back on Monday. Saalon and I kept an eye on the weather reports, and I waited until the snow fall had tailed off, then headed home. By then it was 5:00 p.m. I was making good time, until I came to a halt on the highway, and spend an hour and a half creeping forward one foot at a time. Some major accident had completely closed the road.

The road cleared out and I pushed through, pulling to a stop in front of my apartment at 1:00 a.m. Ugh. I crashed into bed and didn’t wake up until almost noon on Monday. I decided to stay home, finishing up the chores that I normally do on weekends. I did make it out to Monday Group, where four of us had a good time talking about the nature of power in relationships.

In other news, I’m maintaining my commitment to write 200 words a day. I’ve written 200 words a day every day for the past week, except for Sunday. I’m actually finding that 200 words a day isn’t quite enough. It’s an awkward amount of writing; only enough to fill maybe a third or a quarter of a scene. I’m now aiming for 250 words a day, increasing it until I’m writing a significant but not overwhelming amount every day.

Regarding the current writing challenge: I’ll delay it a few more days, so I can return it to its schedule.

And I agree with Brennen that this is an excellent NY Times article about, roughly speaking, fundamentalist Christian separatism. It’s an impressively balanced article.

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December 11, 2003

Dec 11 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

GAINAX shows are like snowglobes: pretty and diverting, but ultimately pointless.

The site on which I host my writing challenges is currently down until Brennen gets stun-software.com online. I’ve completed my 500-word monologue, though. Have you?

My art teacher came down with something nasty and so didn’t come over for my drawing lesson last night. So I took care of a few things around the apartment — washing the pile of dishes, taking out the trash — before plopping down in front of the TV to watch a little anime.

I had made it a third of the way into the 90-minute Barefoot Gen, the chronicle of a boy living through the atomic bombing of Hiroshima. I managed to get through another thirty minutes of it last night before turning it off. It was horrible, though necessarily so. The horror is the whole point, really; the film’s saying, “This is what happened. It was hell. Let’s not forget it.” It reminds me a bit of the 9/11 tributes which used footage of the actual attacks. Yes, it’s painful. It’s supposed to be, as a remembrance.

So, I switched off the movie after seeing as much as I could handle, and after pacing my apartment for awhile, popped in the disc for Interstella 5555: The 5tory of the 5ecret 5tar 5ystem (ahhh, I do love that title), the hour-long Daft Punk/Leiji Matsumoto music video. I was amazed. The movie certainly goes in directions I never would have expected, but ends with a refreshingly mature finale. Matsumoto’s 65, after all, and he brings a certain gravitas to this action/adventure tale.

I then further unwound with an episode of Earth Defence Family, which is the epitome of everything that attracted me to anime in the first place. In the middle of silly, over-the-top action, the show will drop in a touching character moment. It’s incredibly fun, and yet it’s about things. I love it.

After that, I watched the first episode of Macross Zero, which is pretty much everything I’d hoped it would be. I’d say it’s as good as the first episode of Macross Plus, which actually isn’t saying all that much. I’m reserving my opinion until I’ve seen more of it. It certainly seems more serious than Macross Plus. And it doesn’t have Sharon Apple, which is a shame.

In other news, John C. Dvorak has a cute rant about uniformly beige/cream/black technology. Why?!

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Wednesday, December 10, 2003

Dec 10 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

My depression is lifting. My thanks to those who offered their sympathy.

Just to change things around a little bit, here’s the beginning of a bit of story. I’d like to post a bit more of it every Wednesday, like Saalon‘s Half-Tail stories.

Grothnir raised his blood-encrusted battleaxe above his mighty mane of golden hair and, with a roar, was about to bring it down on the grizzled head of the hapless guard before him when, suddenly, his beeper went off.

Grothnir paused just long enough for the guard to whip out his glistening sword and hold it with two shaking hands in front of him. Grothnir sighed. He didn’t have time to finish this.

“You’re lucky,” he said to the quivering guard, and disappeared.

Thomas Aznable frowned into the dark grey void of inactive VR; he was clsoe to levelling up Grothnir to level 10, which was the practical minimum before anyone would really talk to you in the Lotharian Nights. Client B was anxious for progress in the Case of the Two Missing Swords, and he was the nervous type, always wanting a status report. Still. The beeper meant new business.

Thomas made a few hand gestures to pull up his main interface, then touched the pulsing red box as it appeared. A large, green-bordered window appeared before him, and within it, a male avatar. It was a stock Japanese model; a dark grey high school uniform hung perfectly on a late-teen body which was topped with an atttractive, bland face and a mop of short black hair. Thomas frowned again; he had little respect for people who couldn’t even bother to customize their avatar.

“Hello,” the avatar said in a high, whining man’s voice. Sounded like a forty-year-old obese science fiction fan. Probably wanted the bra size on the latest Japanese pop idol. Though considering how young they were getting these days….

Thomas pushed that thought away; this was business. “Yes?” he replied, trying to be courteous despite his mild annoyance.

“I…uhhh…I understand you…find things,” the avatar said, fidgeting slightly. This was why Thomas loved virphones; they provided such a rich library of body language. And you could have the body of a ten-foot demon, if you wanted to.

“Yes,” he replied, keeping his voice cool and neutral, “on any non-restricted vir system. What do you want to find?”

The avatar fidgeted. “I need you to switch to a secure connection first.”

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Wednesday, December 10, 2003

Dec 10 2003 Published by under Miscellaneous

My depression is lifting. My thanks to those who offered their sympathy.

Just to change things around a little bit, here’s the beginning of a bit of story. I’d like to post a bit more of it every Wednesday, like Saalon‘s Half-Tail stories.

Grothnir raised his blood-encrusted battleaxe above his mighty mane of golden hair and, with a roar, was about to bring it down on the grizzled head of the hapless guard before him when, suddenly, his beeper went off.

Grothnir paused just long enough for the guard to whip out his glistening sword and hold it with two shaking hands in front of him. Grothnir sighed. He didn’t have time to finish this.

“You’re lucky,” he said to the quivering guard, and disappeared.

Thomas Aznable frowned into the dark grey void of inactive VR; he was clsoe to levelling up Grothnir to level 10, which was the practical minimum before anyone would really talk to you in the Lotharian Nights. Client B was anxious for progress in the Case of the Two Missing Swords, and he was the nervous type, always wanting a status report. Still. The beeper meant new business.

Thomas made a few hand gestures to pull up his main interface, then touched the pulsing red box as it appeared. A large, green-bordered window appeared before him, and within it, a male avatar. It was a stock Japanese model; a dark grey high school uniform hung perfectly on a late-teen body which was topped with an atttractive, bland face and a mop of short black hair. Thomas frowned again; he had little respect for people who couldn’t even bother to customize their avatar.

“Hello,” the avatar said in a high, whining man’s voice. Sounded like a forty-year-old obese science fiction fan. Probably wanted the bra size on the latest Japanese pop idol. Though considering how young they were getting these days….

Thomas pushed that thought away; this was business. “Yes?” he replied, trying to be courteous despite his mild annoyance.

“I…uhhh…I understand you…find things,” the avatar said, fidgeting slightly. This was why Thomas loved virphones; they provided such a rich library of body language. And you could have the body of a ten-foot demon, if you wanted to.

“Yes,” he replied, keeping his voice cool and neutral, “on any non-restricted vir system. What do you want to find?”

The avatar fidgeted. “I need you to switch to a secure connection first.”

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