I’ve started my new job at Applied Tactics. I’m mostly excited now, though fear still shoots occasional lightning through my veins. I have a solid understanding of the project I’ll be working on—Kidville—and I’ve gained more confidence that I can do it.
But I still have doubts. I fear my knowledge of ASP, SQL Server, and other Microsoft products are too weak, and that my co-workers (despite all evidence) will denounce me as a fraud and boot me out the door. Silly, but that’s how I feel.
But I know I just have to face my fear and get through the next week or two. These feelings will surely pass with time.