After watching the first episode of an amazing BBC documentary, “The Secret Life of The Manic Depressive,” I’ve made a few key realizations.
- Most of my major life decisions are driven by pride.
- I crave fame.
- My reach exceeds my grasp. I start many grandiose projects when I’m feeling great, only to feel overwhelmed when I’m feeling down.
- I’m not manic depressive or bipolar, but I have some mild symptoms.
So, what am I going to do about it? It’s midnight and I’m laying in bed, typing this into my laptop. I’ve found no conclusions yet. Perhaps sleep will help.