17 Apr 07

After watching the first episode of an amazing BBC documentary, “The Secret Life of The Manic Depressive,” I’ve made a few key realizations.

1. Most of my major life decisions are driven by pride.
2. I crave fame.
3. My reach exceeds my grasp. I start many grandiose projects when I’m feeling great, only to feel overwhelmed when I’m feeling down.
4. I’m not manic depressive or bipolar, but I have some mild symptoms.

So, what am I going to do about it? It’s midnight and I’m laying in bed, typing this into my laptop. I’ve found no conclusions yet. Perhaps sleep will help.